IT DIDN'T MATTER
News flash, It didn't matter, That I knew him as well as I did That I stuck around through and after every relationship he had That wasn't me Even the one that ripped the hole through my chest the first time. It didn't matter. It didn't matter, That I started doing things for myself That I tried to be a good person That I worked on myself That I said no because the timing was never right. That I waited. It didn't matter. It didn't matter, That I knew things about him that he'd never want me to know And I loved him anyway That he had all these things and behaviours he was worried I'd hate him for That I was willing to do all that hard work to be with him In spite of it all, because of it all That I'd seen him at his literal worst points and loved him anyway. It didn't matter. It didn't matter, That I was his person, that he was my person That if he was ever going to get married it would probably be to me That I was his favourite That he was ...